02/16/2026
I been feeling unprotected I really miss my Daddy!
I am feeling deeply unprotected and profoundly distressed. I believe I was not meant to be subjected to physical and emotional abuse, especially from law enforcement. Auburn Police brutality has really taken a toll on my body and my mental stability in my confidence of being a Native American woman in the United States of America… No woman should ever have to feel this way. They have done unthinkable things to me physically and mentally and i just need to let that negative energy out. Im casing it out of my life experience. These devils will not still my joy. THE MOST HIGH did not make me for to be physically and mentally abused by the Auburn police department. I fear that my voice is being muted or suppressed, and I can no longer carry this burden in silence. The actions I’ve faced have been unimaginable physically and mentally and I’m seeking to release this negative energy and reclaim my power.
I am reaching out from a place of deep distress and urgent need for support. The violence I experienced that was inflicted upon me by three men individuals who used their knees and full body weight in police in uniforms to hog pin me to the ground and over power me an unarmed disabled female that posed no threat just trying to handle her motherly duties for the day. Having their body on me made me feel like a r**e victim along with the physical assault that they impose upon me. I WAS VIOLATED!!! With no crime being committed. Just cohesion with the chief of police standing there doing nothing and he knew they were wrong. There was a cop that stood there and watched them abuse me physically and mentally for no just cause and he said nothing. There was a sergeant out there that knew the tactics they use were wrong but yet still helping them and going along with the cohesion with them and cover up the wrong they had did to me not one person apologize. As a matter of fact, some people didn’t even write a report that was on the sceen that helped them to conspire a false arrest. I can no longer be silent. They attempted to coarse a narrative to cover their misconduct toward ME a disabled mother, sister, and daughter who belongs to this land. My heart is heavy just thinking about my cry out for help on the scene HELP HELP I can’t breathe Please, don’t hurt me I’m a lady and don’t allow this to continue because you can. Your hurting me im disabled HELP HELP ME
I know all my GrandFather’s and my Daddy is turning in their graves behind the abuse i suffered due to no fault of my own. It is disheartening to witness broader society advocating for rights that do not reflect the experiences of Indigenous people on this land. The legacy of my ancestors weighs heavily on me, and I feel a deep grief for the generations who suffered before me and still till this day! I’m licensed registered and insured and apparently that still don’t stop you from getting your ass whooped having your personal space invaded having unwanted touches on your body men’s body parts with their full body weight on you not one not two but three men attacking me trying to spend a different narrative to cover their injustice. To endure this without cause or justification is unimaginable. It feels like a hell I should not have to bare! It’s even worse by having to keeping a painful secret that I can no longer carry. I am physically and emotionally strained and drained which has left me feeling deeply violated. I have endured panic attacks and wake in cold sweats, fearing for the safety of my children and myself.
My heart is heavy, and I am pleading for help. I am asking for safety, justice, and accountability. I have endured painful physical and emotional consequences, including:
Neuropathy and permanent nerve damage with diminished dexterity in both hands and arms
dislocated shoulders and knees due to them HOG PINNING me to the ground
Chronic headaches and distressing flashbacks of assaults memory loss
Bruising, swelling, of internal organs with GREAT UNIMAGINABLE DISCOMFORT
I need surgery done to my knees
Fracture in my foot from them, making me walk when I told them that I was unable to. They locked me in a police car that had no air conditioning in it upon opening the door I passed out then and several times during the stop along with having muscle spasms all over my body.
Leaving the traffic stop in an ambulance.
He prolonged the stop and made accusations without doing a full investigation before the false arrest and physical, mental abuse.
All because the officer wanted to charge me with a felony of stolen tags when at the most that’s a misdemeanor charged. Please know that this was a false arrest and instead of them saying they apologize they conspired a story of lies and deceit to fit their narrative, even after finding out they were in incorrect on scene. Now I’m charged with the 148 obstruction when it was my evidence that are exhilarated me.
How could a chief of police in uniform along with other officers watched the events unfold without intervention less than 20 feet away along with a supervising sergeant was present and knew that the tactics used were wrong, yet no one spoke up or apologized. Some individuals did not even document reports that would have exposed the wrongdoing and helped prevent a false arrest. I can no longer remain silent.
No woman, man, or child should have to endure what I’ve experienced, and I refuse to accept that this is my fate. I am committed to speaking out to heal and to protect others from similar harm. It is disheartening to witness broader society protecting rights that do not reflect Indigenous experiences on this land. The legacy of my ancestors weighs heavily on me, and I feel a deep grief for myself and generations who suffered this before me.
I am committed to speaking out and seeking support to heal and protect others from similar harm. If you are able to help whether through advocacy, support services, legal guidance, or sharing resources your assistance would mean more than words can express. Thank you for reading and for standing with me in this fight for dignity and justice.
I am seeking safety, accountability, and justice, and I am asking for support from advocacy, legal guidance, and access to resources that can help me heal. If you are able to help whether through legal guidance, advocacy, mental health support, or sharing resources your assistance would mean more than words can express. My story will be told, and someone will hear my cry.
