06/22/2017
After Shannon finished the interview she asked me to send her some pictures. I emailed the her the pictures used in the story but I also emailed her what I wanted to say on camera but was simply to chocked up to spit it out. Here is what I sent her.
I will write down what I really wanted to say to you today during the interview but just couldn't get out.
Our Marriage is not perfect. We don't always get along and sometimes we fight. The business was always a good reason to fight because it took so much of our time that we did not get enough time together.
When we got the diagnosis of the brain tumor and the prognosis of two years, my world came crashing down. You see, when you get this diagnosis and prognosis, you quickly realize what you are going to lose and what has really been important the entire time. My whole world is my wife. Without her I lose my best friend, lover, and the person that has taken care of my every need. The center of my life is being slowly taken away and it is painfull.
No marriage will ever be perfect but you had better enjoy that person you are with at all times. You never know when tragedy will strike and that person that is the center of your world will be gone. My wife is not perfect but she loves me, puts up with me, and takes care of me. I miss her so bad and yet she is laying next to me right now. I pray to God to take the pain away because sometimes it is to much.
I will cherish every last minute that God gives us together.
Thank you again for taking an interest in us and helping us out.
Sincerely,
Craig Mickel