08/25/2026
I thought I’d have figured it all out by now.
But 17 years later, I’m still working almost nonstop some days—rushing through meals, trying to finish yesterday’s work while new challenges are already waiting for me today. There always seems to be something that needs my attention.
2. When you run a small business, especially a very small one, you wear so many hats. Over the years, many of my own interests, hobbies, and personal plans have been pushed aside because the business needed me.
3. I don’t have the retirement plan or emergency plan I thought I would have by now. Sometimes I find myself wondering, What would happen to everything if I got sick and couldn’t work?
4. As an immigrant, i wanted so badly to make my parents proud.
Part of me always wanted to show them that all these years of hard work had become something meaningful. They passed away before I had the chance to truly prove that to them. That is something I still carry in my heart.
5. Yes, sometimes I wonder if I should give it all up and find a 9-to-5 job.
There are days when I think about how much simpler life might be. But when I imagine actually letting go of the business I’ve spent 17 years building, I’m not ready to walk away.
I’m learning that maybe being a small business owner was never supposed to feel easy or completely “figured out.” —
I get to make my own decisions.
I get to build something Im passionate.
I don’t have to live with the fear of someone suddenly telling me I no longer have a job.
For all the struggles, I still feel incredibly blessed.
So if you’re a small business owner and you’re uncertain about the future, or sometimes wondering whether you should keep going—you’re probably not the only one.
Working for yourself can be incredibly hard.
But it can also be an incredible blessing.
Sometimes we just have to remember to see both sides. 🤍
Hi this Ting, if any of this feels similar, follow along, you are not along in this small business journey, and I would love to hear what it’s being like for you 😊