01/21/2019
I LOVE YOU HEVENLY FATHER.JESUS I LOVE YOU AND FOR ALL YOU.HAVE DONE IN MY LIFE IN 2018 AND 2019.JESUS EVERYSINCE I SAID I GIVE UP I SURROUNDER.I CANT MAKE THIS WORLDLY JOURNEY NO MORE.I CAN'T SLEEP,I CAN'T LOVE NO ONE ANY MORE.SO I SAID FATHER PLEASE HELP ME.IM AT THE LOWEST IN MY LIFE AND AT THE END OF MY ROAD.WHEN I STARTING OUT JESUS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART AND MY STOMA CH.ONE SATURDAY NIGHT ALL MY MONEY GONE ALL THE LIQUOR.GONE ALL OF THE CI******ES AND ALL MY FRIENDS GONE. TEARS START FOLLOWING MY HEART GOT SO HEAVY.I JUST START RUNNING AND SHOUT ING.I COULDN'T STAY STILL I COULDN'T STOP JESUS JESUS JESUS.JESUS JESUS JESUS THAT'S WHEN I KNEW EVERYTHING WAS GOING TO BE.OK BECAUSE I CONFESSED MY MOUTH AND ROM MY HEART MY SINS.AMEN HALLELUJAH.HALLLEUJAH.HALLELUJAH. JOHNNY.LEE.BREEDLOVE.
