08/09/2019
I hope to be at the farmer's market in New Boston tomorrow. The results of the blues festival. I made 188 before expenses, I lost about 500 in food and entry free and fuel. I spent about 800 for appliances. As for my inspection on Monday from the state for my licence I still have a provisional license I will be inspected again. I got a yellow flag and it was a horrifying experience. Although the unspecter was articulate and critical doing a thorough inspection she was helpful, kind and fair. The electric breakers flipped just before she showed up. I tried changing breakers I have dyslexia I shut off some of the electricity by accident and couldn't get it back on. After putting peppers and sausage on for 8 and only one sold the grill started smoking so I removed the sausage in the peppers. Would have thrown in the trash as soon as they cooled. Inspector she started poking her thermometer into everything and asking questions. I said I was going to throw the food on top the stove away and she checked it's temperature anyway. So I stuck my finger in it. I have no idea why. No gloves. I was about ready to pass out. Then I threw that in the trash. She poked my lettuce my refrigerators weren't working nor my fan for my fire suppression system wasn't working I was having a panic attack from hell. The whole time I'm praying that the coolers were still cold enough because I just shut down the electricity about 10 minutes before had no idea how to fix it. So then she goes to wash her hands and then I felt myself so dizzy I couldn't breathe and I was afraid the water wouldn't come on. By the grace of God the water came on and it was still hot because it like I say the electricity was on 15 minutes before now. So she suggest I take a food safety course and she wants me to take the duct tape down. PB Weld and it doesn't work very well. Then she wanted me to change my screens on my window and my door. And also I need to change the gasket and one of my refrigerators. And beyond I have to look at the inspection report because like I said I was having the anxiety attack from hell and I was almost passing out the entire time I actually had tears in my eyes. I haven't given up but I took a few days to lick my wounds and investigate what it cost to take a class. I have a very good friend who is paying for the class. I have to thank God for all of the people in my life but especially a couple people who are always there for me. And I hope that I can always be there for them. Send my love.