03/04/2026
I feel unequal to the task of sharing on my FB page most days.
Life is hard and I don't know how to properly balance the 'hard' with the 'hope' and calm assurance that I have, because I do know that my God is in control (even if I really don't understand His plan). Well, it's hard for *me* to balance it, much less figure out how to write about it and share it with anyone else on a consistent basis.
Our lives have been turned upside down and Jim and I had to reconsider all our routines in light of the difficulties Logan has been having.
Through it all, we trust in a Good God. He loves us. He loves our boys.
But it has been hard. Logan has struggled. So we have all struggled.
Three hours of sleep a night, for weeks and weeks on end (after 21 years of sleeping issues).
Constant need for going for car drives, sometimes up to 5-6 a day. The vestibular motion seems to be the only thing that can calm him 99% of the time.
High aggression and constant head banging.
We did start a new medicine and we are pretty convinced it is helping. But it's a slow progression.
I guess I am sharing this all to say it's been hard.
It's okay to acknowledge the hard, my friends.
I hate to do it. I don't know exactly why.
So I am being honest with you here - it's been hard.
There have been nights I have sobbed my prayers out to our Father in Heaven.
But through it all, I am reminded that my God is faithful. He is with us in the storms of this life. He's a good God.
He's a good God. Even through the hard times.
Especially through the hard times.
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I needed to remind myself of that today. Maybe you needed to see that reminder as well?
My prayer for you all this morning is that you can see evidence of our good God in your own life, even in your own hard times. Especially in your own hard times.
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Picture of Logan holding his piano because he loves this thing. Notice the spoon on the arm of the chair, because he is always hoping for pudding. And you can't have pudding 🥣 without a spoon 🥄