13/07/2026
I started to get a box and get her ready …..( update )
She lives!!!
there wasn’t a heartbeat . But her head popped up and she gave me that look like I’m willing to fight some more . She got a bath ( 2 - 10 ml syringes of diluted antibiotics.
If she is better and living in the morning praise God !!!! If not I did everything I could and I have peace .
Rip you tough old girl . Tina Turner was one of my first
Astrolorps . She was the roosters fave and she was so resilient. I think she had cancer . She smelled like death already when I picked her up off the ground .
But I knew if it was her time to go ……. (Then she was being held and go out of this world feeling loved . )
Isn’t that what everyone human and animal deserve !! I haven’t posted much my brothers in the hospital and so many decisions. I cried extra hard today because some rainy days like today just seem unbearable .
It’s a hard struggle in my own head wanting Gods will and trying to do what’s best . My hubby was so angry that I brought this smelly “ death chicken” inside and
Hoping for a miracle , but I’m not trying to choose what I want to happen . I was reading my Bible the other night and reminded of the scripture in Ecclesiastes chapter 3 that everything there’s a season . A time to live and a time to die. It doesn’t make it any easier when we know that death is coming.
I’ve spent the last two years increasing my faith and letting go of my control issues. When you have been raised in a household where you had no control , then you really grow up being a control freak .
You always wanna make sure you have everything covered. You always wanna make sure you have an extra this and an extra that don’t wanna feel like you failed, but I guess that’s the ultimate lesson is that we have no control….. my chickens my brother all their days are numbered, but all I can do is just love them until the end.
