13/05/2026
Kissed by a Bee
The swarm had been in the box for two days. Short enough that I still wasn’t sure they’d stay.
That’s the thing about a caught swarm, they’ll leave if they want to. No contract, no loyalty yet. Just bees making a decision, and you hoping you made the box worthy of it. So when dusk came I walked out with sugar water and equal parts hope and anxiety, telling myself I was just going to set the jar and maybe take a peek. Just make sure they were still there.
When I lifted the lid she came out like she’d been waiting for me. A single bee with somewhere to be, and apparently that somewhere was my face. She landed on the cupid’s bow of my upper lip and stayed there. She buzzed with a warning and fury, a sound you feel more than hear when it’s that close.
My body went completely still. My brain, less so.
You absolute idiot, it offered helpfully.
You came out here to check on them and you couldn’t manage a veil?
She buzzed and I breathed shallowly begging her not to crawl up my nostril or worse yet sting me in the face.
The seconds ticked by and I thought about how dark it was getting. How bees are cranky at dusk, clustered and warm and wanting to be left alone.
How I had walked up with sugar water and good intentions and still removed their ceiling. How if I were her, I would absolutely sting me.
And then she left.
Just lifted off and went back to her box, to her people, to her home. Clearly done with me.
I stood there for a second with my hand halfway to my face before I started laughing.
I was just kissed by a bee!
That’s what it was, in the end. Not a sting, not a crisis, just a kiss. A moment of contact between my clumsy, hopeful, completely unveiled self and something that owed me nothing and chose grace anyway.
I walked back to the house in the last of the light thinking about how much I still didn’t know about keeping bees. But I also thought about how this whole thing started with two hives and a lot of questions and how it has slowly become something else.
A practice. A philosophy, maybe. The bees keep offering me these small humiliations and small mercies in equal measure, and I keep showing up, sometimes without my veil, apparently, to receive them.
She didn’t sting me, but she left a mark all the same.