03/03/2023
It is said that God hears ,listens and knows all our needs .
We also can not lie to God ,because ehe see us ,he built us and knows all we are.
I got tired of bribing God through my prayers
Sometimes we need to have realistic talks with our God
I told him "Father I want to love you more than I have loved anything in this world ,my heart is numb and sometimes my soul feels deserted ,I know your Soo important in my life but Lord I also need to live a comfortable life were I dont have to live under the mercy of those who are financially free and independent,I want to be enough for myself,I want to work hard and have all the money in the world.Lord I understand your very important but money is also very important ,more important than every other thing to me but Lord show me or teach that your above that and that there is more to life than money,for the first time in a long time my heart "spirit' asked ,"lillian if you die right now does all the money you have count ?I answered no that doesn't make sense.
Having your beloved guardians alive is great ,right?Yes it is
How about your sweet granny holding and blessing your children?That must be more important than money,right?Yeah duh!
"Now my dear child money isn't the biggest reward to humanity,you need it but do not glorify it"
Do you have a personal relationship with God?
Am trying to build one because I must confess the world and scuffle in it has dragged me down with it.