21/03/2025
To see everyone making a leap while I struggle to make a single step makes me feel bad about my chosen path sometimes.
It feels like every single push requires thrice the effort. And even with all the strength I gave, it feels like it isn't enough.
Sometimes...it feels like giving up is the only sane thing to do... but...
But whenever I look at my old writings. Whenever I try to reminisce about the old me that was dreaming of being HERE. I can't help but tell myself,
"You can't fail the kid who once dreamt of becoming YOU."
And somehow, that's enough for me to try moving ahead once more.
It might take some time - to reach the goal I've been striving to achieve.
So right now, I'll just do my best to see the good and the bad as I flourish, retaining the ones worth keeping, freeing the ones that aren't mine to begin with.
I will wait until it's my turn.
That, I will do.
-duncan
