03/09/2026
Tulad ni Ryan Bang: Gusto kita, Pero pipiliin ko munang ayosin ang sarili ko.
To the woman I admire from afar.
At kung dumating man ang oras na habang inaayos ko ang sarili ko at makahanap ka ng iba, alam na ni Lord, yon dahil sinasabi ko ang tungkol sayo alam Niya na ako ang unang magiging masaya para sayo sa araw na yon.
No Hate.
No Jealousy.
No Regrets.
Just a man watching and admiring you from afar happy simply for your happiness.
Gusto kita matagal na,kaso hindi pa tamang oras.
Gusto kita at alam ko sa sarili ko na ikaw na noon palang.
Gusto kita pero ayaw kong maging pabigat sayo.
Gusto kita kasabay non ang ibigay ang the best ko para sayo.
๐I do like you but I don't want to pursue you and love you with my emptiness.
I do like you. But I love my calling and
my healing more right now.
I like you too much to love you wrong.
I like you too much to let you carry the weight of my unhealed life.
I'd rather be alone with God and healed, than be with you while I'm still broken.
Not because I'm selfish dahil gusto kung "ayusin ko muna sarili ko"
For me that's actually stewardship of your heart, and of what God wants to do through US.
Kung ako lang gusto ko na ang ligawan ka at makasama ka.
Kung ako lang gusto ko rin makisabay sa iba.
Kung ako lang nakakapressure na mag isa kaya ipipilit ko na.
Kung ako lang ang mindset ko magiging "Pwedi na to wala namang perpektong Relasyon"
๐Pero ang totoo walang perpekto pero pweding maging maayos kung si Cristo ang magiging pundasyon nito.
When i gave my life to Christ, everything changes.
Now God, is teaching me that love isn't about finding someone to complete me.
It's about pursuing Him first and the two whole people choosing each other with God at the center.
Dahil ayokong magmahal ka ng taong galing sa sugat.
Magiging insecure.
Hahanap ka ng validation.
Hahanap ng assurance.
Magiging issue ang Finances.
Magiging issue ang Past.
Ayokong maranasan mo yon sa akin.
Gusto kong maging taong mahal mo na walang kang ibang hahanapin na dahil alam mo na ang Diyos, ang humubog sa taong ito
Right now i just want to embrace the messy part of healing and His rebuilding Kaya ngayon, pinipili kong dumugo muna mag-isa sa pag aayos ni Niya sa akin.
๐Healing isn't delay. It's preparation
I refuse to drag you into my unfinished healing.
So I'm choosing the altar over the attention.
The process over the person.
The promise over the pressure.
I could have you now.
But I want the version of me that built by God when no one is watching.
I want the love that doesn't panic.
The love that doesn't perform.
The love that comes from two people who were whole before they met.
This is reverence.
Reverence for you.
Reverence for me.
Reverence for what God could do with us.
๐Alam kong hindi mo hinahangad ang perpektong lalake sa buhay mo pero gusto kung mapunta sa buhay mo ang isang maayos na lalake.
If it's really from God, it will wait.
And if it's really from God, it will be better than I imagined.
TULAD NI RYAN BANG
UNA PALANG GUSTO NA KITA PERO PIPILIIN KO MUNA ANG AYOSIN ANG SARILI KO.
Love does not keep a record of wrongs
1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Romans 8:28
"And we know that in all things God works for the good..."
Psalm 37:4
"Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart."