01/09/2023
A WHOLE DANG EPILOGUE
Today marks the end of Gula.
A rollercoaster of emotions this past week has been. A sense of relief, while I was fretting over how to fit a monster truck (the trailer) into such a small space and figuring out where to source power so I can get baking!!, that I don’t have to do this again. A warm rush every time someone told me how much they’re gonna miss Gula. A wave of sadness at the thought of not seeing all these faces. Little moments of hope for the future. Sudden panic that the queue is around the corner and all I’m gonna serve to the crowd is disappointment. And then another wave of relief as I think about not having to feel this way again (selling out within an hour of opening) because my biggest fear is disappointing people.
Every single one of you played a part in Gula’s journey. Whether it was the idiot who sold this trailer to me, or the people who’ve stopped along the way to help the panicky overwhelmed girl trying to drag her trailer up a slope, to the people who show up every week, be it sharing on social media, queueing up at Gula or checking in on me. Thank you for being here!! I can’t believe my luck, thank you for letting Gula be a part of YOUR life.
Special thanks to Rachael from ***ybrewsterchch for creating the warmest comfiest space for Gula to grow all year. I am so so lucky to have met you.
Maybe I say thank you too much but so what? Gratitude is all I have today. Gratitude and joy that you let me get away with doing this for the past 12 months 😅
THANK YOU!!
Sarah xx
P.S. this is a reminder that you can do what you love, whatever your heart desires and stop doing it when it brings you less joy than it did when you started. You don’t have to hold on so tightly onto things that don’t serve you in life. If you are lucky enough to find a way out of it, leave before that light inside you dims to nothing.
Thank you & goodnight!!