01/04/2021
# . Long gallery vest: because I came from small farming Village full of social animals from farm creatures to humankind. I have been struggling for twenty years of dealing with intense first world isolation. The isolation that allows me to think clearly about people interactions and the art of fitting in strategies. I always failed both categories , clearly so , and why is that. Because I know by heart that it is an essential part of my calling to be or not to be an artist. Art takes tremendous time in isolation. I don’t choose to do art anything. But I know now I was a chosen one by higher power to become one pinprick artist full of pain and beauty. I have no Childhood memories of wanting to be one but then one very very sad marriage ago that my need to look after my kids without friendships distractions and topping with breaking down of marriage. It was Happening me coped using poetry, dance, and occasional painting. To reduce bad funk vibe. Nowadays, things about my life is still unbelievably stressful but more then ever I need art more then trying to fix relationships. Finally, I know I have gain phenomenal patience to simply create my beautiful piece of work and watching myself falling in love with myself. Handmade goods is self love / self care/self- sustainable of the self in itself.