25/08/2026
Things that keep me awake at night as a small business owner, solo parent and coffee van operator.
Not the economy. We all know that’s a disaster.
I mean the other stuff.
Rain on the roof at 2am and immediately reshuffling tomorrow’s prep, orders and stock in my head before I’ve even opened my eyes properly.
A generator, pump, fridge, coffee machine or car making a sound it absolutely did not make yesterday.
“Mum, I forgot to tell you…” usually followed by something involving school, sport, an excursion or a note that needs signing. Most cost money, need my immediate attention, and are delivered as he’s ready to skip off to school while I’ve got a crowd of customers waiting.
Wondering whether tomorrow’s trade will be completely frantic or dead quiet.
And, of course, spending far too long at 11pm overthinking a social media Reel that absolutely does not deserve that level of attention… when I need to be awake at 5am to open the van by 7.
Three years of running Kindred Coffee has taught me that most things can be fixed, worked around or approached differently when Plan A inevitably decides not to cooperate.
It’s also taught me that owning a small business requires a very strong — and slightly bizarre — collection of skills I never realised I’d need.
Barista. Meteorologist. Part-time engineer. Content creator. Logistics coordinator. Troubleshooter. Counsellor. Cleaner. Buyer. Bookkeeper. Problem solver.
The list keeps growing.
And somehow, I love the chaos of it all. The unpredictability, the problem-solving, the ridiculous moments, the constant juggling and the fact that no two days ever really look the same.
It’s messy, exhausting, funny and completely mine.
And I genuinely wouldn’t change it for the world.