08/25/2026
1. I built this community because I never had one, and I still struggle to get sign-ups and people to show up.
Building a community has been unpredictable. With so many moving parts, I still lack clarity and confidence to know how to take this business to the next level. So, partially out of fear, I’ve kept summer events small and intimate.
2. The truth is, I feel behind.
I haven’t been profitable, and I’m living on savings and family help. Meanwhile, I see other business owners and communities landing amazing partnerships, go viral, get press, and scale fast. I’m wondering how they’re managing it and how long it'll take me to get there.
3. Even with an MBA, as a first-time entrepreneur, I have little idea if this will actually work.
I’ve taken courses, sought out mentors, and networked, but I’m still regularly re-assessing our strategy. It’s lonely, and I hate doing this alone. I hope to eventually have a business partner and team to help me build this.
4. On the outside, I come off confident and put-together. But behind the scenes? I am exhausted from always having to be strong.
Being the face of the business makes me feel like I’m not allowed to take a day off or fall apart. Even when I’m exhausted, a voice in my head keeps reminding me of my to-do list, and it’s affecting my mental wellbeing.
5. I’ve been alcohol-free for over three years, but there are still days I want to numb out.
I’m carrying financial strain, health issues, and imposter syndrome. So much of my life feels messy right now—and that is not something I’m used to. My personal development journey is constantly evolving, and while fitness, volunteering, self-care, and friends keep me grounded, the fear of failure is still real. I struggle with my self-worth, fear of judgment, and feeling disconnected — even from close friends.
Why am I still here?
Because I’m learning, growing, and healing, little by little.
I’m not trying to have it all figured out anymore. If you need a space where you can just show up, be human, and do the same ... this is it.
Follow along, you don't need to do it alone either.
