03/09/2021
don’t know if you relate..
but most of my life felt like
this cycle of doing, saying, and living to be accepted [w out knowing it]
I let this belief that I would never measure up or be enough
control my entire life:
always needing to do more,
to be more,
to wear this
or
lose x amount of weight
or
make people feel __ way
or
have the funniest comeback
or
try to come up with things to say that I thought the person would think was funny, witty, smart..
unknowingly doing all these things with goal of acceptance
not realizing I already had it
at my lowest
when I couldn’t even stand to look at myself in the mirror
or barely even talk to people because I thought I was doing them a favor by not having to interact with me..
(yea ik it’s hard for me to even admit I had those thoughts)
I began to realize that while I was nothing-not physically able to do anything, mentally myself, “lost” my personality & didn’t feel as though I had friends
I realized nothing changed
I was worthy and lovable with nothing & all those things I thought were giving me worth..were just an illusion to make me feel as though I was gaining something I needed
I began letting go of all those attachments I had made to my
abilities, success, attention + even people
and while it has been a painstaking process of trail and error
As I began to accept every pt of me, I saw those changes I used to strive after-weight loss, clear skin, vibrance, joy-begin to occur w out me even trying🧡✨
I can confidently say that I truly love who I am not because of anything other than the fact that I am love and created to experience love + life
fully with wonder and joy..that is each of our birthrights
now I help other’s who are stuck in those same limiting patterns, repaint their reality and begin to experience the same joy I do now
by
beginning to be able to receive acceptance that awaits each of us in every moment
by make lasting
change in your mental, emotional and physical body, through joy + pleasure,
instead of dread + burning you out, leaving you rt where you started!
if this sounds like the change you’re looking for, dm me or schedule you free call w me through the link in my bio🧡
xx Liz