05/18/2026
It's was a good day.
Leisurely ride through Toronto to recover from yesterdays hard ride.
Enjoyed some sights in Toronto. Paid a impromptu visit to the ROM where I am a patron.
Yes, I was the old man walking around in bycycle tights. Once upon a time I would have felt too embarrassed to tour a museum in my cycling clothing but now the year I turn 60 I didn't give a damm.
So refreshing, liberating and feeling of freedom not caring about anything or anyone. Why did it take so long for me to get to this stage in life?
Reality is that is obviously lack of self-esteem and self confidence.
I know I am blessed to have had the life I've had so far. I have no complaints or regrets. Obviously my life wasn't perfect. In fact it was a very topsy turvy journey filled with both extremes of the highest of highs and conversely lowest of the lows (no one can imagine what I've been through). However I would not be the man I am today without having had the life I've had.
Everyone has a different journey through this thing we called life. Mine thus far has been a rollercoaster unlike anyone I know. Pretty sure it would make a pretty good movie (I am planning to write a screen play).
I sit now contemplating the rest of my life as I have many problems I need to to solve immediately. I should be very stressed. In fact distressed. But I am calm, relaxed and happy. No I am not on drugs nor drunk. I just have a strong feeling everything is going to work out. My little brother thinks I am delusional. Perhaps he is right. Only time will tell. I don't think so. Actually I know I am not.
The next month will be pivotal and the turning point in my life. I have a plan. I will execute it. I will succeed. I know it. I don't know why but things come easily for me all my life. It's like I have a fairy godmother who is watching over me and taking care of me. I am not crazy. Anything is possible. Nothing is impossible.
I believe that the life we live is predetermined. The book called 'Life of 이범식 Yi Bum S*k aka Brian Lee son of 이보영 Yi Bo-Young and 괸영히 Kwon Yung Hee was written on the day I was conceived.'
I was made by two people who were in love while making live to each other. I am blessed to have been conceived in this manner. I believe that it makes a difference to the life created. It just makes so much sense to me when I think about it.
The circumstances under which a couple copulate that results in pregnancy has to impact the embryo, the life that is created, the baby and person.
If my theory is correct it explains why criminals are criminals and good people are good people. I believe its mostly in the DNA of our ancestors.